So I began to give myself over to despair concerning all my work that I had labored at under the sun. (Ecclesiastes 2:20)
Despair is something we turn ourselves over to, submitting to it. Sometimes it lasts for a moment, but other times, when we repeat the turn into despair, our choices become a habit. We begin somewhere, but that leads us to somewhere else.
Where are you beginning today? What are you turning yourself over to, submitting to? Has it become a habit? A healthy or unhealthy one?