Feeling tested and being tested are not always the same.
Feelings are strong, but they aren’t always reliable. When you feel tested, is it possible you’ve put yourself in a difficult situation and need to deal with consequences of choices? Is it possible you know the direction in which to go but are simply struggling with the cost of the decision? Are you trying to wrestle for control or understanding or comfort?
Or, it could truly be a testing.
Whatever you are facing right now, take a breath and step forward with wisdom, boldness, humility, and faith.